Y

Why?
What happened?
It's not like I'm not trying

Why?
Did I do something wrong?
Did I disappoint you?
Am I hurting your feelings?

Why?
Did I deserve this?
Am I not good enough?
Did I miss anything?

Why?
Shouldn't I supposed to heal myself?
Shouldn't I supposed to be alone?
Should I not be worried about being left alone?

Why?
It turned into horrifying things to ask
It became even more scarier to answer
It became trauma